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她好像我

        那個女孩,她好像我。當然這樣說有夠自戀的,而且客觀背景上也差異很大,並不是「真的」那麼像。只是從她的文章看來,大約小我十歲的她,和十年前的我有種本質上的相似,那些意氣飛揚的語句,處處讓我想起那件「事變」之前的自己。果然,她也和我同星座,星座真的這麼準嗎?不知道為什麼,看著她,令我有種哀傷的感覺,好像可以很清楚看到自己曾經有過,卻永遠失去的東西。小女孩,妳能永遠保有這樣天真的幸福嗎?
        容我為妳播一首Janis Joplin的Little Girl Blue:
Little Girl Blue
Sit there, hmm, count your fingers.
What else, what else is there to do ?
Oh and I know how you feel,
I know you feel that you’re through.
Oh wah wah ah sit there, hmm, count,
Ah, count your little fingers,
My unhappy oh little girl, little girl blue, yeah.
Oh sit there, oh count those raindrops
Oh, feel ’em falling down, oh honey all around you.
Honey don’t you know it’s time,
I feel it’s time,
Somebody told you ‘cause you got to know
That all you ever gonna have to count on
Or gonna wanna lean on
It’s gonna feel just like those raindrops do
When they’re falling down, honey, all around you.
Oh, I know you’re unhappy.
Oh sit there, ah go on, go on
And count your fingers.
I don’t know what else, what else
Honey have you got to do.
And I know how you feel,
And I know you ain’t got no reason to go on
And I know you feel that you must be through.
Oh honey, go on and sit right back down,
I want you to count, oh count your fingers,
Ah my unhappy, my unlucky
And my little, oh, girl blue.
I know you’re unhappy,
Ooh ah, honey I know,
Baby I know just how you feel.
        希望妳長大以後也一切都好!因為妳那麼像我。還有,天生反骨是不會好的,而社會成規卻會試圖入侵妳的世界,就像一場風暴終會來臨,也許終有一天"you don't talk so loud, you don't walk so proud",也許不。而現在,yes, I know just how you feel.
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