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沉澱。

過了將近兩個月沒有電腦的生活之後,終於,換了一台新的電腦。  
陪了我好多年的,舊的電腦正式壽終正寢。  
有些不捨,卻也莫可奈何。  
人生總是有很多的無奈吧,我想。  
將近兩個月的時間,其實期間有許多心情,有許多感觸,有許多想寫的東西。  
卻沒有將之紀錄下來。  
很多感覺,過了,也就沒有了。  
也好,是需要一些時間的沉澱。  
然後,混濁的水終究會再度清澈。  
沉澱的物質,並沒有消失,也不會消失。  
只是沉到了最底下,假裝遺忘它的存在。  
必須這樣。  
否則,一杯混濁的水,永遠都是混濁的。  
這樣不好,對吧?  
當那些憤怒、掙扎、悲傷、難過都過去後,留下的,是一種很難說得清楚的,淡淡的遺憾,以及回憶。  
有朋友對我說,台北是個很難沉澱負面情緒的城市。  
我完全認同。  
喧鬧城市華麗的外表下,每個人都有著屬於自己的悲傷、屬於自己的寂寞吧,我想。  
我想,是吧。  
最後,推薦一首英文老歌。  
James Ingram的Just once。  
無意間聽到,還挺有感觸的。  
I did my best  
But I guess my best wasn't good enough  
Cause here we are back where we were before  
Seems nothing ever changes  
We're back to be strangers  
Wondering if we ought to stay or head on out the door  
Just once  
Can we figure out what we keep doing wrong ?  
Just once  
Can't we find a way to finally make it right ?  
To make the magic last for more than just one night  
If we could just get to it  
I know we could break through it  
I gave my all  
But I think my all may have been too much  
Cause lord knows we're not getting anywhere  
Seems we're always blowing whatever we've got going  
And it seems at times with all we've got  
We haven't got a pray  
Just once  
Can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong ?  
Why the good times never last for long  
Where are we going wrong?  
Just once  
Can't we find a way to finally make it right ?  
To make the magic last for more than just one night  
I know we could break through it  
If we could just get to it, just once  
I want to understand  
Why it always comes back to goodbye  
Why can't we get ourselves in hand  
And admit to one another  
We're no good without each other ?  
Take the best and make it better  
Find a way to stay together  
Just once  
Can't we find a way to finally make it right ?  
Oh, to make magic last for more than just one night  
I know we could break through it  
If we could just get to it, just once  
Woh! we can get to it, just once
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