We tend to trap ourselves into certain titles, positions, or identities. Once you won a title(or gave yourself one), you become constrained.
I’ve been stuck in something that I’ve been pursuing for a long time and came to a point where I need to stop, otherwise my overly functioning brain is going to explode. I’m not happy, couldn’t enjoy life, even joyful moments were ruined by my stubborn, negative thoughts.
There is a saying that we should let go of the past, start all over and move on. Well, those words are easier said than done. When it’s my turn to let go, I thought I did, but actually, I’m obsessed with nostalgia.
2020 is a tough year. (Not the toughest, but still tough) Then I realize, the more chaotic the world is, the less important of "who" you are. (by who, I mean the title) What matters is " Are you having a good time? ” My definition of " Having a good time ” is that even I’m a nobody when waking up in the morning, I’ll still be pleased by the sunshine coming through the window and say:「What a nice day!」