分享

Just wanna to tell how contradictory I am

Haven't share my feelings here for a long time. Its been a long day, kind of depressed, but not that bad. I did go out to take a walk for a while, but still, not really happy at all. When I walk though the park, I saw kids with their parents playing hide-and-seek, boys are riding a bicycle, girls are sitting on the grass and enjoy their meal. I missed the day I spent with my family. I missed the day that I go on picnic with them. I miss all of these memories...
I thought after I cried, I can feel better. I thought after I go out to spend some time by my own, I would feel better. I though... But the truth tells me, it doesn't. I think I'm lonely, but I don't want to admit it. I want someone to fully understand me, without any words I have to tell. I want someone can stay with me, without any conditions. I know only when I willing to open my heart and have a deeper relationship with others and I can achieve the things I want above. But I'm don't dare enough to do it. I scare someone can look though me, I afraid to be transparent in front of someone. I scared when others know the real me, they would leave me. I don't have gust to deal with that situation, so I afraid to try.
#share  #feeling  #contradictory  #misshome 
分類:心靈

一個隨心﹐討厭束縛的女生。

評論
上一篇
  • 下一篇
  • 無人之島
  • 更多文章
    載入中... 沒有更多了