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2006的點點滴滴(82)--The line between ok & ko

I didn't know why I type this subject, 
Maybe that's because I just saw something in mind in Taipei main station today. 
These three days I have changed my transportation to the company. 
Owing to the rain, I took MRT instead. 
I Left my autobike at home. 
It seems that it was a fantastic thought to change the habit in my daily routine. 
Sometimes when you're away from the crowd for a long period time, 
You'll miss the courage to face people again. 
Take me as an example, I just want me to familiar with that kind of feeling again. 
In these three months, I always had bad mood when I off work. 
What was the reason that could upset me? 
I had no idea. 
Maybe the most part of the reason was emotions. 
Or maybe I have just lost the focus to my lifelong ambition. 
When I was a freshman in college, I just knew the life style that I want. 
But passing through these years, at this time of moment, I had lose the loyalty to myself. 
It's a pity that I have got this kind of thought. 
But the cruel truth taught me a lot. 
I started to change myself to fit this kind of hypocritical society. 
I also had a lot of masks when I was finally get out of the campus. 
Did I innocent? 
The answer was obviously. 
It seems that I had already been lose my pure soul in heart. 
What should I do in the coming future days? 
I really had no answer in mind. 
Should I do everything ok or everything would be ko me? 
I was afraid that I need to pray for the answer to GOD this time. 
The rain was still going on, 
Could u please stopped for a little while? 
I NEED a silence in heart right away. 
Well, 
Maybe it was the time for me to bed. 
What a god damn weather it was. 
I hope I could have another good mood when I wake up tomorrow morning. 
by hakido written in English before hitting the bed 06.06.09 
分類:心靈

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